其实真的觉得自己失败
为什么几年前失败了的事到现在可以继续失败
变得超差劲
还是我一向都很差劲
没在努力,口里却嚷嚷着努力?很垃圾
如果什么什么的, 这世上没有如果
没做到就是没做到,做不到就是做不到
如果一大堆有什么用?
我可能太过自我感觉良好
导致今天的局面
我一直都很自我感觉良好我承认
但在这件事上我不想我不应该
不应该再放纵自己
心里有另一个自己在冷笑,等着看好戏
"走着瞧"
这一次又会坚持多久呢?
一个月?
一个星期?
三天?
还是一年半???
就一年半吧
绝对不想被看扁
想到那些人的脸孔
我知道他们都是我心中的魔鬼
自尊搞的怪
就这样,到底有什么办法可以时时刻刻提醒自己该做的事
而不要贪图一时之间的享乐?
记住吧,记住...
计划
Thursday, 27 June 2013
Wednesday, 26 June 2013
唉
我其实是个很怕输的人(在某个领域)
越怕输,越要去输
越是不甘,越要多学
知道自己是死脑筋,就越要去想
心里是很折腾...
干脆不想不就乐得轻松...
但是这会让以后的我变得更蠢了不是?
不懂噢
有时候真的很懊恼,自己为什么会被表面所欺骗...
其实自己想了一番,应该是惰性害的
因为懒,懒得想,所以一看见很像是答案的选择就认定是答案
这样下去 也会变成笨蛋不是
而且知道了对的答案之后,也会狠打击信心
原本信心就不多TAT
我不要!!!!
所以要多做,多想,多读
怎样可以有效提高智力?TAT~
怎么办?!!!!!!
会的东西都是因为学过
我可不可以
会没有学过的东西啊
(｡-_-｡)
真差劲
越怕输,越要去输
越是不甘,越要多学
知道自己是死脑筋,就越要去想
心里是很折腾...
干脆不想不就乐得轻松...
但是这会让以后的我变得更蠢了不是?
不懂噢
有时候真的很懊恼,自己为什么会被表面所欺骗...
其实自己想了一番,应该是惰性害的
因为懒,懒得想,所以一看见很像是答案的选择就认定是答案
这样下去 也会变成笨蛋不是
而且知道了对的答案之后,也会狠打击信心
原本信心就不多TAT
我不要!!!!
所以要多做,多想,多读
怎样可以有效提高智力?TAT~
怎么办?!!!!!!
会的东西都是因为学过
我可不可以
会没有学过的东西啊
(｡-_-｡)
真差劲
Wednesday, 19 June 2013
Why so complicated
Why so complicated ? Is that the difference between boys'brain and girls?
Physic and maths
Chicken and egg
What make me curious and confused is not physics and maths but human.
How they created a lot of these? How they get these kind of inspiration ?
Is it all what the world waiting us to discover or what we discovered is just a form of pattern.
U said god created everything but what created god?
Why is matter existing in the world?
What we discovered is only their pattern but not real reason.
We always ask why when there is an answer, we use the answer to find question.
Reasons, reasosn, reasons, we are looking for thousands of reasons to do the things we would like to.
Form, what we know is just form and pattern.
We use answer to find question, use question to find answer.
However, when we know the reason, we will try to solve it , by using all the method we could think of.
This is the power of human.
We would amend all our shortcoming.
So, what we could do is to accept forms and patterns, and continue searching other forms and patterns.
Human see things like this?
Who knows?
What I believe on is power. Everything has it's own power.
Matter, even mental.
Chicken and egg, we can have solution.
One day, I knew human will get answer they want also.
Hope that is not another pattern that we merely need to accept it .
Feeling sleepy now
Zzz
人間なんで、超面白い
Physic and maths
Chicken and egg
What make me curious and confused is not physics and maths but human.
How they created a lot of these? How they get these kind of inspiration ?
Is it all what the world waiting us to discover or what we discovered is just a form of pattern.
U said god created everything but what created god?
Why is matter existing in the world?
What we discovered is only their pattern but not real reason.
We always ask why when there is an answer, we use the answer to find question.
Reasons, reasosn, reasons, we are looking for thousands of reasons to do the things we would like to.
Form, what we know is just form and pattern.
We use answer to find question, use question to find answer.
However, when we know the reason, we will try to solve it , by using all the method we could think of.
This is the power of human.
We would amend all our shortcoming.
So, what we could do is to accept forms and patterns, and continue searching other forms and patterns.
Human see things like this?
Who knows?
What I believe on is power. Everything has it's own power.
Matter, even mental.
Chicken and egg, we can have solution.
One day, I knew human will get answer they want also.
Hope that is not another pattern that we merely need to accept it .
Feeling sleepy now
Zzz
人間なんで、超面白い
世界は人間よりもっとすごい存在
Friday, 7 June 2013
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