我一个人在家唱K（庆祝考完试）的时候，正唱到高潮。唱完后我爸对我说：＂你妈咪整天念经，做么你不跟她一起？＂我停下来，想了一下，才知道他讲什么。
(￣ー￣)。sorry lo T-T
今天照镜子我妹还差10cm左右就高过我啦~
她求我不要矮过她。她不要明明有一个姐姐一个妹妹，出去时，别人认为她有两个妹妹。
呃... 我也很想再长高一点...
HahaxD
Saturday, 31 August 2013
Friday, 23 August 2013
超长
今天犯下了很多错误
超多
上了18岁之后
不对我还没十八xD
好吧
2013年4月以前，还是一个如鱼得水的世界
2013年5月以后，就像一只游进一个密度和温度都不是很适合它的海域的鱼，连让鳃交换氧气都显得吃力
功课不是追不上，是考试出题居然比功课难。解决方法是比以前勤劳50%左右，但这个数据要短时间达到对我有点牵强。我就像结了婚还想到处混的人，无法安下心来。
第二，在意无聊的事有点多。嗯，这个确是一大败点。脑袋的电力100%，胡思乱想若用去30%，游戏与娱乐用去25%，吃饭用去8%，驾车时所承受的压力（另一议题中清楚解释）35%，专心做功课，好的还剩下2%。 呃，这个数据明显出问题。我再调。
脑袋电力1000%
300%胡思乱想
500%压力到死
看戏80%
烦70%
好吧，功课只剩50%
不好意思忘了扣除这个时刻正在打字的时间，以及打完字后情感逗留的时间与精力。
这个占15%
功课剩35%~
第三，驾车实在让我心惊胆跳。不只是我自己，我还给别人带来许多困扰。这却又是个不能停止的其中一个障碍。不能放弃，我却停滞不懈。我真的对它搔头。这不是一个好玩的困难，失误是有可能伤害到别人的障碍。从拿到驾照算起，已经三个月。这个停滞的状况实在让我忧郁非常。我总是拿捏不准。别人的意见要是缓和我还能接受，要是他语气重一点我会崩溃，轻者生气重则压抑眼泪。我会想哭!因为已经三个月了，我还是个危险驾车人士！对于一些理论，我不是不明白，但他似乎没在我心里逗留。上车后往往想不起。自己对自己的懊恼多到自己心里的皿器都快溢满到破了。很怕，现在想到驾车，脚底都一阵哆嗦。感觉自己患上"驾车恐惧症＂。我不是怕驾车，而是对于自己的状态感到失败而且失望。我终是无法掌握技巧，失去信心让我比从前状态更差。驾车时自己为心平，但里面那个自己却时时在担心。担心就会分心，虽然一般来说担心会谨慎。但是，我真的很难抓到。我觉得我不够专心，因为我在担心，我却不能够不担心。说来说去还是因为自己不能抓到技巧。这个需要长时间练习，我希望我有那个耐力，我还能再哭多几次。经验需要累积，但身边的环境似乎不能让我这样胡搞。更重要的是我好胜心切，我掏心掏肺认真对待，进步程度却如此不堪，对自己要求高（某方面）的我能不焦虑吗？但是焦虑的人是不能驾车的。我驾车了所以我忧郁了。今天第一次刮花人家的车。我觉得自己像撞后逃。也许是。但是很悲哀的说一句幸好在我身边的是你们。要不是他们我看我心情会更糟。我也想对他们好，可是不能太过分。
总而言之，就像恶性循环。6点吃了快熟面现在又饿了。
但是我眼光未来，克服这困难还是需要长时间。在这件事上，我也要学会原谅自己。因为我试过了，带着懊悔之心去驾车只会让我更焦虑。耐心，第一次掏心掏肺去做也做不好的事。以前总认为只是你肯就可以，噢，这个以前只不过是一个月前。我相信一个月后的我车技会好过从前，but sorry it has become worse. 所以现在的耐心要有更高级的用法，要好胜心切的自己耐心等无论如何也抓不到技术的自己成功。这个耐心不要也得要了。
还有今天的数学题能够证明我还是个普通人。大家错我错。I'm at ordinary standard , I know and I sure. 那么，真正厉害的人就是在大家都犯错时，他很厉害地对了。不管他是智商高，还是超勤劳，厉害就是厉害。曾经有那么一天我也渴望做这样的人，但我知道那样的人至少他不会浪费这么多时间在这里写着几个字。他会想尽办法解决。如果有来世我想做男人。我想知道，并且亲身体会他们脑袋对于物理与数学的结构是怎样的。我真的不是一个聪明的人，但我希望能用别的方法好好补上。
噢，你们超厉害的!
当然，智商高的女生我也很欣赏
偏偏世界真的存在这种人，后天也好先天也好，若我要补上，我要花多少时间？这又是需要多少耐心和毅力。
就这样，又饿又想睡，本来计划好这三个小时要拿来干完further maths，我又failed了。
明天早上六点，航班准时抵达。
不容许失误了，因为会有很多麻烦，还有，你们的脑袋构造，你们看得到的东西，我也很想看到。又是要靠自己慢慢摸。人生啊
超多
上了18岁之后
不对我还没十八xD
好吧
2013年4月以前，还是一个如鱼得水的世界
2013年5月以后，就像一只游进一个密度和温度都不是很适合它的海域的鱼，连让鳃交换氧气都显得吃力
功课不是追不上，是考试出题居然比功课难。解决方法是比以前勤劳50%左右，但这个数据要短时间达到对我有点牵强。我就像结了婚还想到处混的人，无法安下心来。
第二，在意无聊的事有点多。嗯，这个确是一大败点。脑袋的电力100%，胡思乱想若用去30%，游戏与娱乐用去25%，吃饭用去8%，驾车时所承受的压力（另一议题中清楚解释）35%，专心做功课，好的还剩下2%。 呃，这个数据明显出问题。我再调。
脑袋电力1000%
300%胡思乱想
500%压力到死
看戏80%
烦70%
好吧，功课只剩50%
不好意思忘了扣除这个时刻正在打字的时间，以及打完字后情感逗留的时间与精力。
这个占15%
功课剩35%~
第三，驾车实在让我心惊胆跳。不只是我自己，我还给别人带来许多困扰。这却又是个不能停止的其中一个障碍。不能放弃，我却停滞不懈。我真的对它搔头。这不是一个好玩的困难，失误是有可能伤害到别人的障碍。从拿到驾照算起，已经三个月。这个停滞的状况实在让我忧郁非常。我总是拿捏不准。别人的意见要是缓和我还能接受，要是他语气重一点我会崩溃，轻者生气重则压抑眼泪。我会想哭!因为已经三个月了，我还是个危险驾车人士！对于一些理论，我不是不明白，但他似乎没在我心里逗留。上车后往往想不起。自己对自己的懊恼多到自己心里的皿器都快溢满到破了。很怕，现在想到驾车，脚底都一阵哆嗦。感觉自己患上"驾车恐惧症＂。我不是怕驾车，而是对于自己的状态感到失败而且失望。我终是无法掌握技巧，失去信心让我比从前状态更差。驾车时自己为心平，但里面那个自己却时时在担心。担心就会分心，虽然一般来说担心会谨慎。但是，我真的很难抓到。我觉得我不够专心，因为我在担心，我却不能够不担心。说来说去还是因为自己不能抓到技巧。这个需要长时间练习，我希望我有那个耐力，我还能再哭多几次。经验需要累积，但身边的环境似乎不能让我这样胡搞。更重要的是我好胜心切，我掏心掏肺认真对待，进步程度却如此不堪，对自己要求高（某方面）的我能不焦虑吗？但是焦虑的人是不能驾车的。我驾车了所以我忧郁了。今天第一次刮花人家的车。我觉得自己像撞后逃。也许是。但是很悲哀的说一句幸好在我身边的是你们。要不是他们我看我心情会更糟。我也想对他们好，可是不能太过分。
总而言之，就像恶性循环。6点吃了快熟面现在又饿了。
但是我眼光未来，克服这困难还是需要长时间。在这件事上，我也要学会原谅自己。因为我试过了，带着懊悔之心去驾车只会让我更焦虑。耐心，第一次掏心掏肺去做也做不好的事。以前总认为只是你肯就可以，噢，这个以前只不过是一个月前。我相信一个月后的我车技会好过从前，but sorry it has become worse. 所以现在的耐心要有更高级的用法，要好胜心切的自己耐心等无论如何也抓不到技术的自己成功。这个耐心不要也得要了。
还有今天的数学题能够证明我还是个普通人。大家错我错。I'm at ordinary standard , I know and I sure. 那么，真正厉害的人就是在大家都犯错时，他很厉害地对了。不管他是智商高，还是超勤劳，厉害就是厉害。曾经有那么一天我也渴望做这样的人，但我知道那样的人至少他不会浪费这么多时间在这里写着几个字。他会想尽办法解决。如果有来世我想做男人。我想知道，并且亲身体会他们脑袋对于物理与数学的结构是怎样的。我真的不是一个聪明的人，但我希望能用别的方法好好补上。
噢，你们超厉害的!
当然，智商高的女生我也很欣赏
偏偏世界真的存在这种人，后天也好先天也好，若我要补上，我要花多少时间？这又是需要多少耐心和毅力。
就这样，又饿又想睡，本来计划好这三个小时要拿来干完further maths，我又failed了。
明天早上六点，航班准时抵达。
不容许失误了，因为会有很多麻烦，还有，你们的脑袋构造，你们看得到的东西，我也很想看到。又是要靠自己慢慢摸。人生啊
Sunday, 18 August 2013
IRON MAN 3 !!!!
TONY STARK you're GREAT!
No matter how many times I watched it, it's the only conclusion.
"Always a way out" ya, Cap said that. And I thought it was true. And that is you!
"No muss no fuss" hehe
What a charming already fifty uncle =)
No matter how many times I watched it, it's the only conclusion.
"Always a way out" ya, Cap said that. And I thought it was true. And that is you!
"No muss no fuss" hehe
What a charming already fifty uncle =)
Saturday, 17 August 2013
World
Do u know what it is meant?
Just that spirit.
I respect all of you,
You guys are not just awesome, I knew that you have put a lot of effort into it.
Iron Man!
I'm still addicted into it.
The world, I enjoy you. And iron man, not much to say, you're really awesome! Robert Downey jr you did a good job.
And I'm tired now, for writing this post repeatly twice or three times because of not saving it, technically error made me down.
Ok, anyway, the guy who got 5 A* in a-level I know you. Congratulation.
I must be the same with you, don't worry much I'm just enjoying study enjoying my life. Just like I'm enjoying iron man!
There is a wide gap in front of you. You might be stress, might be desperate, you might be wanted to give up all your hopes. But there is always a way out,don't be worried.
He was so stress that I have seen. All things came together at one time. How could he cope with? He was feeling desperate. No ones can help, he messed up all things, he put his lovely one at risk. The enemies coming around all the times, aliens, mandarin even Americans.
And what he all wants is to let his lovely one be safe all the time. He even couldn't fall asleep for three days, just because of stress... He was worrying... Bad times always around him....
And, my job, my duty is not as heavy as him, but I even couldn't cope it.
I even can't drive safely.
Feeling moody to it. I just wanna some time, to settle up myself.
Give me a month. Till 17 September 2013.
And I'm really dangerous, if you see a persona SE, purple in color, 2-digits car plate. Run! As far as possible if the driver is a girl.
I'm not going to give it up I'm just resting in order to continue my journey. That's all. The whole month I won't drive, because I'm not in the mood, I mess up things, always.
Moreover, thanks to my parents, they gave birth of me. So I could see this world. They
Sorry for that. But I really need a moment, I'm making mistakes along the travel although I tried hard not to.
Thank you very much.
And... Sorry....
Exam is coming around, and it is very very very very important.
That's all.
Just that spirit.
I respect all of you,
You guys are not just awesome, I knew that you have put a lot of effort into it.
Iron Man!
I'm still addicted into it.
The world, I enjoy you. And iron man, not much to say, you're really awesome! Robert Downey jr you did a good job.
And I'm tired now, for writing this post repeatly twice or three times because of not saving it, technically error made me down.
Ok, anyway, the guy who got 5 A* in a-level I know you. Congratulation.
I must be the same with you, don't worry much I'm just enjoying study enjoying my life. Just like I'm enjoying iron man!
There is a wide gap in front of you. You might be stress, might be desperate, you might be wanted to give up all your hopes. But there is always a way out,don't be worried.
He was so stress that I have seen. All things came together at one time. How could he cope with? He was feeling desperate. No ones can help, he messed up all things, he put his lovely one at risk. The enemies coming around all the times, aliens, mandarin even Americans.
And what he all wants is to let his lovely one be safe all the time. He even couldn't fall asleep for three days, just because of stress... He was worrying... Bad times always around him....
And, my job, my duty is not as heavy as him, but I even couldn't cope it.
I even can't drive safely.
Feeling moody to it. I just wanna some time, to settle up myself.
Give me a month. Till 17 September 2013.
And I'm really dangerous, if you see a persona SE, purple in color, 2-digits car plate. Run! As far as possible if the driver is a girl.
I'm not going to give it up I'm just resting in order to continue my journey. That's all. The whole month I won't drive, because I'm not in the mood, I mess up things, always.
Moreover, thanks to my parents, they gave birth of me. So I could see this world. They
Sorry for that. But I really need a moment, I'm making mistakes along the travel although I tried hard not to.
Thank you very much.
And... Sorry....
Exam is coming around, and it is very very very very important.
That's all.
Monday, 5 August 2013
人情
对于生活中的每一件事心存感激
我常常批评自己 常常追求完美 常常追逐更好的
但生活变的负面
生活 不是用金钱就能代替的
我也很想能够帮别人的忙
欠人情是世上最难还的
真是的
浪费了时间
浪费了
除了感谢 更多的是惭愧和羞辱 我根本不想欠人情
我常常批评自己 常常追求完美 常常追逐更好的
但生活变的负面
生活 不是用金钱就能代替的
我也很想能够帮别人的忙
欠人情是世上最难还的
真是的
浪费了时间
浪费了
除了感谢 更多的是惭愧和羞辱 我根本不想欠人情
Thursday, 1 August 2013
Live your life with positive attitude la girl
Haiz...
I seemed like writing nonsense all the time ...
Sighed
My college life arghhhhhh
Can't be like this
This is not what i dream about all the time
Should have be better and better !!!!
Must be very hardworking these days!!!
Exam is coming soon !!!!
My college life!!
Use all my time wisely ~
Tmr will celebrate soo hui's birthday~
Sunday will have a hang out with teacher Michelle!
Yes~~~~~~~~
Quite happy day, I think so~?
Oh ya~ some more hang out~
10,11,12 August ~ taman negara days~~~!!!!!!
Hooray!!!!!!
So these days must settle all my homework first.
Maths applied~~~~~
Later need to buy soo hui's cake!!!!
I seemed like writing nonsense all the time ...
Sighed
My college life arghhhhhh
Can't be like this
This is not what i dream about all the time
Should have be better and better !!!!
Must be very hardworking these days!!!
Exam is coming soon !!!!
My college life!!
Use all my time wisely ~
Tmr will celebrate soo hui's birthday~
Sunday will have a hang out with teacher Michelle!
Yes~~~~~~~~
Quite happy day, I think so~?
Oh ya~ some more hang out~
10,11,12 August ~ taman negara days~~~!!!!!!
Hooray!!!!!!
So these days must settle all my homework first.
Maths applied~~~~~
Later need to buy soo hui's cake!!!!
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